Saturday, 23 February

The thing I have found most painful recently was that Kitty bursts out (her suspicions) without reason. I can say that this time I have come to France that in the past three years I have not had extra-marital relations with anyone. It is because I have long been disgusted with such a thing. Also, because of the circumstances, the future is hopeless. I decided to repent and correct my mistakes of the past and that I would stay with Kitty until I died and raise Zhongxiong up, and spent my remaining years on all these things.

Unfortunately, Kitty’s suspicions are so heavy that they cannot find counterpart in the world easily. [The following paragraphs are not included in this translation].