Tuesday, 23 February

Last night I had two dreams. That first was I dreamt I saw my father, then mother and sixth brother. I haven’t dreamt of my father for a long time and I felt quite happy. I fell back to sleep again. Then I dreamt I saw Fanny on the upper floor in a certain place. We separated for a while. Then there was one young girl, who seemed to be serving Fanny. She was pretty and had a good figure. I joked to her that she was already at the age of marriage, and didn’t know who had the fortune to marry her. Fanny smiled and said that she liked me. I smiled too. Then I held her waist and said she was so clever. She smiled and looked at me and seemed to be bashful. The guest in the room next door seemed to be waiting for ages, so I held her waist and we went to the room next door. [Edited out] When I woke I still thought about it. I don’t feel guilty about such a lustful dream. So I have recorded it here.